January 8, 2019 I was admitted into the Blood Marrow Transplant Unit. I was their for only 3-4 days and I was already depressed and crying, I wanted to go home. I took treatments for 5 days,6 hours a day. My body was so tired nobody understood. My mom tried to comfort me in all types of ways. Finally a week goes by and I'm getting all types of shots. I wasn't able to walk because,my legs were so weak. All I could do was shower and sleep . I tried to do online classes for Snead but I ended up dropping those. Their were some nights I cried myself to sleep cause, I didn't understand why I was still doing this. I get my stem cell transplant on the 14th of January. My immune system went down I couldn't do anything. At one point they had me at fall risk and people had to cover up. I felt so lonely once I start treatments because, my family couldn't touch me.
