poems i regret writing

what about you?

i need to talk to you.

hello.

i am not sure.

about what i am feeling.

and i am sorry.

that i keep typing and typing.

like i'm telling them secrets.

you are important.

you matter to me.

i want to hear.

everything you think.

i am sorry.

i know you would tell me it's okay.

it's not my fault.

i can't choose what my heart wants.

that's not why i'm sorry.

i'm sorry that you fell for me.

i am.

this is a pattern i have.

no matter who's my man.

and i don't know why.

and i don't know how.

but i always manage to fall.

for someone who isn't the one

standing

ready to catch me.

you are perfect.

there is no reason i should be.

looking at anyone but you.

but maybe.

i am not perfect.

for you.

maybe.

or maybe that's not true.

i don't know. 

what about you?