poems i regret writing

Trophy!

im not just some prized possession

some trophy for you to win

I'm not saying that's what you think

just that that's what it sounds like to me

I'm not yours to keep

or yours to give how you please

I am my own

it's shouldn't be just up to me

I could just leave 

maybe it'd make peace

but that's not what I want 

though it could be what I need

I'm not just a girl

I should be your world 

not something you can lose

or try not to see

you should see me

in everything 

I am amazing.

though maybe

I am also a hypocrite

cause I say all this shit

but do I do the same?

do I forever call your name?

or do I play at a game

try for the fame

I'll never be the same.