I shouldn't have said that
the instant regret
has filled my head
I lie in bed
wishing I was dead
but
what if it helps
what if what I said
brings us back to life
and we can survive
at least let's us try
what if you knowing this
makes you reminisce
enough to wish
for peace and happiness
what if it hurts us.
what if you hate me.
what if I'm crazy.
but what if it helps us.
what if you change me.
what if I'm crazy?
at least I don't hate me
not anymore.
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poems i regret writing
Poetryjust some shitty poems i never should have written poems I wrote in the middle of the fucking hurricane.