instant regret

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I shouldn't have said that

the instant regret

has filled my head

I lie in bed

wishing I was dead

but

what if it helps

what if what I said

brings us back to life

and we can survive

at least let's us try

what if you knowing this

makes you reminisce

enough to wish

for peace and happiness

what if it hurts us.

what if you hate me.

what if I'm crazy.

but what if it helps us.

what if you change me.

what if I'm crazy?

at least I don't hate me

not anymore.

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