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I can hear you 

and I see you

and I really don't mean to

keep this up

to keep confusing you


I don't know

how to say

the things I never

should've thought in the first place


wanting for you is not a crime

it is not bad that you are on my mind

you are not the reason we might all die

you are not the one we must sacrifice


if anyone it's me 

I told myself it couldn't be

and pushed it way down deep

but now you're back

and you're haunting me

and it's bittersweet

and you're killing me 


but I think I might like it

this pain

the chaos we are creating

the storm is brewing 

it looks like it might rain


would you still hold the umbrella 

even when I can't do the same?

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