Billionaires Tainted Love

T W E N T Y F O U R

𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺.

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I walked around the beach and tried to lift up my spirits but failed miserably.

Once Alex went back inside the house, he locked himself up in the office and I did not try to talk to him either.

I looked at the huge water body in front of me and wondered if everything I did today was in fact useless.

It's not important that Alex feels a good difference with me like how I feel with him, right?

I closed my eyes momentarily and shivered at the feeling of having their hands all over me, why did it feel different with Alex, and only Alex. It did not feel alarming or disturbing. It did not give me nightmares either.

If anything it was the opposite, I wanted him to hold me, i-it felt as though his touches erased the bad ones.

The unwanted ones.

Is it wrong of me to feel this way?

Mary always told me of how once you're married you have someone to look back to and hold on to forever, someone who'd want you for you.

If I feel safe with Alex it's a good thing, right?

I am his fiance.

I looked up at the stars and closed my eyes sending a small prayer.

Mom, I really need you. I don't understand theses things, these feelings.

I took a deep breath and calmed myself down, whatever will happen has to happen and it can't be changed, can it?

I walked back inside the house quietly and smiled at the maid who was about to leave the house on the way.

I closed the bedroom door and sighed.

No Alex so far.

I quickly got into the bed and closed my eyes hoping for sleep to takeover before my next encounter with Alex.

But like always, luck was not on my side because I heard the bedroom door creak open.

I closed my eyes and pretended to sleep, hoping to avoid any possible conservations.

"If you're pretending to sleep, this is the worst acting I've ever seen" Alex declared and I felt the bed dip slightly on the other side indicating that Alex sat down on the bed.

I slowly turned to his side "I'm sorry, I know its bad manners to ignore someone, Ignoring oftenb leads to irritation which leads a person to miss someone who is no longer with them. Umm, basically, I mean, I'm sorry"

Alex rubbed his face on the palm of his hands in frustration and suddenly got up, "can you just stop with this whole act? I get it, you got me for a few days there but I know who you are."

I frowned in confusion "what? I-I'm sorry. I know its a bad habit to ignore people around you."

"For fucks sake drop that act, now Sara" Alex growled and for the first time in my life, I felt scared.

Scared of Alex, he was, in the end, a man.

Just like them.

I got up from the bed and backed away towards the wall and a whimper left my mouth.

"Don't try to mess with the wrong person Sara, trust me it won't be pretty." I sucked in a deep breath and nodded.

Alex looked straight into my eyes and his eyes turned a shade darker "Remember this very well Sara If I can make the mafia leader carve to my needs with my money I can do pretty much everything. It'll take me ten seconds, only ten seconds to destroy your father just like how he deserves to be destroyed but you're not any less, are you? I now know all your dirty little secrets Sara, and trust me you don't want them to go out in public."