I’ve been introduced way too fast
Into this life
I have
Way too much to look for
Where am I supposed to go?
I’ve looked at these memories
All of them building up inside me
It has happened way too fast
Too fast for comfort
And as the days go by
I’m reminded of the times
So many years ago
What exactly has crossed my mind
All the friends I’ve made
Through the years say
Hello and good bye
It was hard to accept
The cold harsh reality
Of know that you’re gone
Oh I wish summer
Wouldn’t have come along
Because the you’d be here with us
Cheering us on
Exclaiming what going on
Or how would say
“What’s going down.”
It’s hard to believe
That you’ve left
Spread your wings
And now we’re here today
Months later you see
It’s hard for me
Than I thought
I wish I could have told you everything
That I really appreciate about you
Because no one else knows
The time has come to move on
I
Don’t want ot go on in life
This leveling up
For me
Is a disaster
Now I have start over
Upgrade everything
And catch up again
What exactly do I need to do?
I want to do what ever I can
To help others and do everything
That’s possible
Possible
I don’t know why
This year just has created
These memories
That last me
An eternity
I’ve gotten together with somebody
And I’ll miss her
Miss her than what I’m willing
But I’m guessing
That this life that
I’ve attempted to live
Only wants to go forward
So I’ll live it
I’ll live until my last breath
I don’t want to grow
Not that I don’t want to live
But it’d be nice to be trapped here
High school that is
Stuck in a world that I know
Being the top dog at most
And then all the sudden
The joy is gone
And we continue to move on
We keep on going
We take these steps
Small ones at that
But not complete jumps
Because we’re afraid
We’re afraid to fly into it
Taking our time with what we have
It’s done
I’m here
Right now
And that’s all that matters
I don’t want to move on
But forward
To go onward
I’ll have to go
