P: Screwed Up Kid T: Amused

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It amuses me when you try to bring me down

Because the only one that can succeed is me

I’m the only one who has the ability to talk myself down

It’s not the greatest talent

But you have to learn so you can turn your frown upside down

Flip it over

Be happy

If you can teach yourself how to smile

Then you can teach yourself to frown on queue

Time to act

Tell yourself the scene

Tell yourself it’s time

To grieve

Time to act

According to plan

Time to act

It’s time

Let’s get this over with

Mock me all you want

I don’t care for your insults

I’m the only one

Who can hurt myself

Which is why I’m strong

No one else can hurt me

Shatter me to pieces

By will

Try to hurt me down

Here’s the deal

Shatter me to pieces at will

I trust in people who can screw me over

Those are the ones I know can plunder

My heart

They can breath

My pride

They can shake

My mind

They can enter

And screw up many things!

But here’s the deal

They don’t

Those who try

I can forget in time

There are some who venture closer to the cerebellum

But they touch

And then back away

Those are call the closest

No matter the end

They’ll always try to bring

Me down

But that only gives me a heads up

To tell myself to make up

These things to stop me from crying

I know I’m now dying

It makes me laugh when you try

To hurt me with your desperate eyes

Tell me one thing that would my heart

I’ll laugh at you and say

Shatter to pieces

Glad to be of service

Try again tomorrow

I’ll let you break the glass.

Try to be a douche

Let me know when you’re done

Because I could care less

Ignorant child of unknown

Face me

Look me in the eye

Tell me

What you have on your mind

Then I’ll tell you

How much I care

Not enough for you

To hurt me right here..

My heart

It’s strong

Walls won’t tumble down

Try again

I’ll just laugh again

I’m might

Higher than you seem

Stronger than the ocean

Listen to me sing

Shatter me pieces

Try it once again

I’ll shatter my heart

When I know when

Don’t tell me what to do

Because I know I’m free

That’s enough of you

Because I’ve had enough of me.

Let this end now.

Today we’re done.

Stop acting a fool

I don’t buy that product son.

So turn around

Look in the mirror

When you can insult yourself

Then you can try again

At me

Try

Again

At me

I’ll warn you then

How about now

That it takes a lot of time

To catch up with a screwed up mind like mine.

Tell me what you’re deepest fear is, tell me why you try, when you come back and eye me, tell me you can pry me, the way you faced my heart, you have tears in your eyes, you see my memories. I’m such a screwed up kid.

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