It is absurd for me to lay down at night with closed eyes
and
not be absent of thought
still
see vividly a world I have yet to vividly see
and
carry conversation I have yet to converse
and
make movements I have yet to move
It is absurd for me to write them down
and
spend hours researching every detail
and
spend hours researching every detail about the conclusive data
It is absurd for me to believe they are real
but
I found the center of the universe.
