My Cold Husband | P.JM ✅

14. Confession

-JIMIN'S POV-

Yoongi: Wipe your tears...you are crying.
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I touched my cheeks as he said that and to my surprise, the tears were rolling down. I didn't even notice that.
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I just looked away and grabbed the diary, the one that made me tear up so badly.
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Namjoon: I'm confused. What do you mean?
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He asked to Yoongi.
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Jimin: I am not being mean but can you guys leave me alone for sometimes?
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Hoseok: But Jimin-
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Jimin: Please, hyung.
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They nodded reluctant and went out.
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I opened the diary taking a review of it again.
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(Author's note: Italic parts are the things written in the diary and the underline below indicates of the next page.)
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The moment I think about you.
I go to another world.
A world where you love me too,
Where I can never be hurt.

If letting go was a choice,
Then I definitely would.
But I can't control the strong voice,
That's telling me I never should!

I have no clue,
On how I should let you go.
What it is that you do?
That's making me love you so.

Maybe loving you isn't a mistake,
Maybe I can close my eyes and smile.
Maybe in your presence my heart wouldn't break,
Maybe I can just dream for a while.

I sometimes wonder if you feel the same,
I wonder if you think of me...
I sometimes wonder, if you silently call my name,
I wonder if you will ever see...

In the beginning I thought it was fake,
I didn't thought I would go this far...
I thought it was just a mistake,
Now I can't stop wondering where you are...
But the question is, do you care?
Do you even know?

Will you always be there?
Will you ever let me go?
If for any reason I cried,
Will you take all the pain away?
If for any reason you lied,
Would I still want you to say?

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As I wake up by your side,
My feelings for you I can not hide
I touch your face in the morning light,
Being with you just feels so right...

Although this is real, that I know
The love that surrounds us continues to grow,

I think of what the future holds,
Family...children, us growing old,
And as I lay, with you dear,
I'm just so glad, you are mine, you are here...

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When the first time I met you,
It wasn't love at first sight.
My love formed for you gradually,
Your personality, your voice, your hair, your eyes, your humor, the way you looked away and smile, gradually it all came clear to me,
You were exactly what I was looking for.

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I like you.
I don't ask you to reciprocate the feelings. All I want you is to respect what I feel because falling for you was never something I planned.

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And when I loved you, I realized I never truly loved anyone. I realized I will never truly love anyone the way I love you.