You're My Last Wish ✔️

Shot- 6

Swara p.o.v:

Yesterday, I was told that I had to come on today for some check ups. I generally go on Sunday but when I had some tests I had to come on Saturday also. Well, it's not very tough for me to come out of mm because no one care to know. It really hurt but what can I do. I also don't want to go close to them. People say every relationship can be mended if we want but what about those relationship which we don't want to mend. I know they hate me but hatred can be turned to love if we try but don't want them to close to me. Sometimes I do crave for family love when I see them together and spending quality time but I m forced to stay away from them. I don't want their attachment cause it will hurt them. It's very hurtful when we loose someone we love, we got attached. And secondly if they will come to know that I m suffering then they will definitely feel pity which I don't want. Sympathy and love both are different. It's better to live with hate. Anyway now only 3 months left and then I will go away from them or may be this world.

" Ma'am, we have reached" driver said.
I came out of my thoughts and see that we are in front of hospital.

Me: yeah ,I m going.

I go inside to meet my doctor. I informed at reception about my arrival and she told me to go in.

I knocked on the cabin door and go inside after hearing his " come in swara"
" So tell me Dr. Samar ,what so serious that u could not wait for one more day" I asked in not so serious tone.

Well Samar is my doctor and my only best friend too.

Samar: A very good morning to you too Mrs. Swara maheshwari..

Oh no, he is serious. But I m not late then what's the matter.

Me: good morning.
Samar: now if u r okay then lets go for your check up.
Me: yeah, sure Dr. Samar.

Then we go for my check. It really took so long for my check ups and test.

After that we were sitting in his cabin. He was checking something but he was disturbed. I don't know what he got in check up but It doesn't matter cause I already know what's going to happen.

Me: Samar, what happened?
Samar tried to fake smile but I can easily guess it: nothing, u don't worry..

Me: Samar just say what happened. Don't lie , I can know it.

Samar: ( sadly) it's not good ( I sighed closing my eyes) but.. but u don't worry the test report is yet to come. It will be good I m sure and...

Me: are u free now , I mean it's ur lunch time na ( I asked out of nowhere)

Samar nods unbelievably. I always do it.
Samar: u r..
Me: crazy, I know now let's go

Samar: wait, atleast let me.remove my doctor coat.
He removed his doctor coat and took his phone then we both go out. The mall was nearby so we thought to go there only. I tried to cheer him up. I call waiter and ordered my favorite to eat but Samar glared at me..

" Fine, get me a simple sandwich and coffee ,happy Dr. Samar?"

" Whatever" he said annoyingly.
"Give ur order also" I said.

Samar gave his order.

" Chill na Samar, see whatever is going to happen. We can't change right?"

Samar look away.

" Samar, will u promise me something?" I asked.

Samar: what?