Submissively Yours

Twenty

Maxeul's pov

I don't even remember how I walked out of the hospital room, the days have become a haze and drinking is the only thing I can turn to, it makes the pain in my chest go away even if it is just temporary. Natellie had  informed me that Jake was discharged from the hospital I guess it's been a week since then and I can't still believe what was happening

It's all my fault
My greediness
My plan
I thought that Jake would forgive me
But after he took the bullet for me
My life stopped
I can't make him do it all again, can't look at his innocent eyes who reflect a much selfish evil being that is me....

Knock knock

"If you don't want to die then don't disturb me" I warned the person at the door

I had already ordered Natellie  not too disturb me but she just tried to do whatever she wants like all the time but this time I would kill her and it won't be good

The door slowly opens I don't lift my head to check her, they go towards the windows and open the curtain my now dark room became bright and I had to give some time to my eyes to adjust to the light

"What is your problem?" I throw the glass in my hand to the person standing in front of the window

"Maxy?" The other person questions in shock

I look at the person whose voice was I would recognise anywhere and I know only he can call  like that my brother

"Greg??" I question

"Ohh Maxy!!! Whats wrong huh??" My brother Greg was standing there, he always treated me like a kid and seeing him somehow made me feel at ease or was it the liters of alcohol I had consumed

"Greg......
He hates me Greg"
I start crying I never cried in front of others but my brother was an exception he was always there when I needed him, he ran towards me and hugged me as I started telling him everything that had happened

Greg just sat there hugging me and taking all the information in

"When Natellie said that you were in bad shape was true huh?"  He spoke but it was more to himself than me

"If he forgot you, you can try again??? He might fall in love with you again??"  Greg tries to console me

"No...  I can't do that Greg
He told me he hates me,
he told me he wished he never met me. Him being with me only caused him problems and he even lost his life I can't do that to him again" I choke in my tears and my brother rubs my back to console me

"Him being in the hospital was my fault and I can't see him again
His eyes showed no warmth to me......
When he got up I was so happy but he looked at me like a stranger
It hurts so much Greg"
I say as I clutch my chest tightly as it was difficult to breath

"Ohh Maxy!! How did it turn out like this" Greg asks and still sits there till I cry myself to sleep

"Hello Natellie I would like the file about Jake"
Greg asks as he sees his brother now sleeping in the bed

Jake's pov

I still can't believe I was in a car accident that I don't even remember I believed what my parents say to me.....
If I try to ask them more about it my mother just breaks down and I feel guilty for asking about it to her. I have no memories of the past few months now I have completed my graduation and I should start searching for college to go into but I don't remember most of my senior year just bits and pieces