What are you doing?
Where are the results?
Why are you slacking off?
I dont know what happened,
Something changed,
Or something was left unsaid,
Year after year it started to fade away,
A long lived life, started to died again,
Once a talented meets it doom,
It starts to run away,
I dont know where I stand,
Am I good enough for anyone,
All these emotions came back,
Like it was yesterday when I had that,
Back to square one,
Back to dark room,
Back to teary eyes,
Back to gloomy nights,
I dont know where to go from here,
It feels like nothing changed in all these years,
What am I doing you ask?
Trying to run away from past,
Trying to figure out my future,
Trying hard enough to live in the moment,
Trying hard to find myself back in the present,
Am I still the same, or nothing have changed,
Do I still have that Fake smile,
Did I still have those Fake eyes,
Did I still said that Fake fine,
I guess it all will Fade at night.
Theres no end to this,
Theres no start for it,
Its all a loop,
And I am stuck in it
