TW//Self-Harm//
[Scott POV]
It's school time, fuck i'm hyped as fuck!!! Okay that's enough sarcasm. I went to school one day more, still thinking about yesterday, i'm on a gay crisis right now, as much as i didn't want to recognize it at the moment.I actually have more friends than just Isaac on the school, i'm in soccer club, which i practice on every friday, after regular classes, it's actually good that i got more stuff to do, or i'll become lazy!
I- uh on the soccer club i have 2 friends, Fritz and James, i talk to 'em mostly on soccer practice.
I have more friends like Jane, my best friend (After Isaac of course) or Alice, a really good friend.
You could say i already got my circle but those friends don't really get together, apart from Fritz and James. I actually enjoy spending my time more with Isaac to be honest, i can act like... Me...? It's hard to explain!
I'm pretty sure Alice likes me romantically, yet i don't feel the same, and with the recent feelings i'm getting i like her LESS romantically, yet i don't try to tell her to face reality and that.
[Isaac POV]
... It's my turn now? I uhm, so yeah, you already saw how's it going with my mental health... Bad... But i'm way better when i'm with Scott, he's like a chill pill to me, he makes me calm and chill.I don't have any friends apart of Scott on this school yet, i actually had a friend on my last school, but we went to different high schools, she was quite nice and her name was Monika.
Anyways, i DO have a crush on Scott and that... Wasn't that obvious...?
God... My wrist hurts so fucking much...
Uhm, i got to my classroom and approached my seat, i found Scott there.
Scott: "Hi!"
Isaac: "Hi...!"
It was clear i was holding my wrist, i just hoped he didn't ask about it.
[Scott POV]
Something was wrong with Isaac, he was holding his wrist like he needed to do that to stay calm, i tried to talk him about it.Scott: "Hey, Isaac you fine?"
Isaac: "Yup, huh... all right"
Scott: "Don't lie to me Isaac, you've been holding your wrist since you got here, what's happening with it?"
Isaac: "I-it's nothing..."
Scott: "... Let me see it..."
Isaac: "No... I'm fine!"
Scott: "... I'm going to see it..."
I grabbed him by his wrist and unbottoned his shirt's sleeve button... I couldn't believe it...
Scott: "... Geez... Isaac are these... Cutting marks...?"
Isaac: "... No... Actually, yes they are..."
My face turned as worried as you could imagine, i couldn't bare seeing my best friend with his wrist cutted by no one more than himself...
Scott: "Isaac i know i'm no one to give you advice about this, but these stuff are terrible! Why would you..."
Isaac: "I had a pretty bad argument with my dad..."
Scott: "I-i see..."
We left that subject for the better and didn't mind it the rest of the day, i love spending time with Isaac.
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