crazy bitch

ok guys gotta stop saying i wanna kms on here, yall reply and my mom gets the email you did and so she randomly starts talking to me abt that and i get really uncomfortable.

★ VENT WARNING ★
          
          my grandpa is over today,
          you may be wondering "zade, how is this a vent?"
          
          well... i just feel like he ignores me all the time, like- i like to raise my hand to talk because i was taught to do that, but even if i hold up my hand for minnutes and minnutes no one answers, even after someones done talking, and even if my mom goes like "wait until they're done talking" when they finish talking NO ONE EGKNOWLEDGES ME.
          
          it just feels like im always just a brick wall, getting in peoples way.
          
          and sometimes people wonder why I'm suicidal.

i imagine a sort of like coffin for celestial objects is just a case made of asteroids, and whatever object died stays in there forever or at least until the universe dies

which one of my fans likes homestuck

I'm suicidal
          
          ANYWAYSSS

i hc that cyan has a plushie of earth for comfort while eeping

EVERYONE, THIS IS IMPORTANT,
          
          if any of you know the YouTuber "Sabrina" and are subscribed to her, PLS UNSUBSCRIBE RN.
          
          I'm in a discord server with her and in spam she kept saying "eileen kys" which is not okay. even if Eileen might've been bad to her.
          
          she said that every vent post eileen made she kept saying "womp womp" irl
          
          Sabrina isn't a good person. and i feel bad for liking her in the first place,

i have a question for you guys
          
          if i made a fanfic about something you guys probably dont know about, would you still read it?

I JUSY GOT A FANFIC ON MY RECOMMENDED THATS CALLED "IN MY NEIGHBORS BED"????? IM ACTUALLY SOBBING WHATTT

I wanna post an important message to you guys... my followers
          
          For me, today has been going HORRIBLY. first i found out i might have an EAR INFECTION... and then right after i found out i had a vitamin D deficiency since its winter. and just hours later my dog broke a bowl, and i accidentally kneeled on the glass,.and bled everywhere!
          
          and just to cheer me up, i checked my notifications! since you guys actually make me... happy..! you guys make me laugh with every comment you leave and i would never ask for more than that,
          
          so even though my day is as bad as it can get right now... you guys are always important to me, no matter what happens to me <3