Hey everyone. This is a weird post, so you don't have to read it if you don't want to. I just want to ask for someone else's opinions really, because I'm so confused.
Alright. Here it is (take note I might delete this later if I'm too embarrassed. I probably will)
So there's this boy who's my friend and he's kind of shy. We were friends last year, and I really, like, delighted in him. We used to play a lot, y'know, like running away from each other and trying to destroy each other with huge yoga balls (I lost). But the thing is, we basically didn't see each other again for 8 months, and I learned to stop pining for him and just live my life.
But then yesterday, I saw him again and I was just so happy, especially because he actually remembered me. We talked for a bit, and I noticed that he was a bit more friendly (last year he was basically mute). That's really all, we just talked, exchanged a few high fives. I even told him that he was taller, and he kind of smiled, then my heart swelled like a balloon.
I was just so happy.
Then for the rest of the day and today, I caught myself multiple times thinking of him. Like, he's stuck in my mind. And it feels weird because all I want to be is friends and he's like, two years younger than me.
Take a look at it this way. I don't have many friends, and those people I usually just say a simple hi to, have a small chat then they leave with their other friends. My friend and I though, we're (sort of, I think) outcasts. It's like we match. If we don't have much other friends, our attentions are on each other, and that's something I haven't had in a very, very long time.
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