I was sitting alone in the bathroom on my phone while Jasmine and my cousin were chatting with my family at the dinner table, I could here her laugh and it killed me, I hated that I had a crush on her. I'm supposed to like guys, not girls. Girls who like girls are freaks, that's what my mother always says. She says it's a mental illness and it can be cured with enough prayer and faith in god. I got out of the bathroom and rushed to my room. I closed the door and locked it. Now here I was, sitting on my bed trying to convince myself I'm not a freak. "I probably just like her alot as a friend" I thought to myself. "I probably just am jealous of the way she looks, not attracted to her for it" I kept trying to convince myself that I'm not in love with her but I knew for sure I was. I could still hear her voice from downstairs, her soft sweet voice gave me a sense of arousal. I stuck my ear to the wall to be able to hear her clearer, I couldn't concentrate on what she was saying, her voice was hypnotic to me. I unbuckled my pants and reached my hand into my underwear. I gently started to rub my clit at the sound of her voice, then, I felt possessed, I started rubbing harder and faster as I moaned masking the sound of her voice. I was interrupted by someone knocking on my door. "Cassie, come downstairs desert is ready", it was my mom. "Alright, one second I'm changing my clothes!" I shouted at the door."Take your time sweety" she replied. I quickly grabbed some new clothes and changed into them, I couldn't waste a second to think about what I just did. I went downstairs and there they all were. I looked at Jasmine for a split second then quickly looked away, I felt too guilty about what I did. I sat down at the table across from my mother. "Mom, why are homosexuals freaks?" I asked.
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Pray For Me I'm A Freak
Non-FictionCassandra Blossom is a lesbian girl living in a very conservative and traditional household, read about how she struggles with accepting her sexuality and how her family reacts when she comes out to them and how she overcomes the obstacles that come...