Is this is called Love?!'

Before day of new year

Vikroon's view',

          I don't know where I am taking this car and where I am taking me.....
Why it happens to me always to lose the people I care and love more
First my Papa and now Anupama....
       I lost the recent test series trophy beacuse of my non deticated performance ...I didn't play well as a player and lost as a captain
        Tomorrow is new year but I am here not even knowing where I am driving and taking myself.....
      Oh godddddd! My mom and my PA were continuously calling me and messaging me ...But I don't want to pickup and answer them....I am in full rage of betrayal,  frustration and anger and alcohol
Shit !! Shit!!! Shit!!!!
     It's all my fault to fall for a girl who cares for her career important than me even in important time... I lost all hopes of love in life and that's when I noticed a tear drop from my eye .... I think it's due to the alcohol running in my blood . After a long time I consumed this over the limit but I am little steady as I know I am driving and now I am going in a path which I don't know where it leads me to
    As I was cursing and driving fast I saw a person running near my car and glad that hit the brake but I
  Saw no sign of  any being...In a urge of fear I got out of my car and went near the front to see a girl lying just a few inches away from my car....As  I was nearing I  that girl mermering saying "help, following the-them" as soon as my eyes met her I saw something in that some light.. oh Vikroon what are you thinking ,she got a injury in her forehead and  raised her hand to me  . I don't know but my heart told me to catch...Oh I know all this is because of what the whiskey I took.
    I catched her hand  and as soon as I touch her hand she fainted ..What a day !! Within few minutes new year will begin but the fate of me is to be on the road with a fainted girl . As  far as I see no one and no light near the place where I am ....I came to know that I am kilometres away the city and some where near the woods..I can't leave this girl here she is somewhat near 22 or something ..Keeping this in mind I thought to take her to the car and treat her wound . I lifted her in my arms ,she is little heavy
I carried her near to my car opened the backseat of my car and placed her there. Then I took the first aid box and treated her wounds. I don't even know her name but now she is leaning on my shoulder and me treating her wound . A girl in my shoulder. .. .
This made me think of the only girl I would be with me on this day Lying on me on this day.

Flash back....
3months ago,.
   After my date with her  7 months ago, we kept on meeting very rarely like one  day a week ,then it came to month ,etc.,
I know it was of work pressure and her involvement in her passion and I  kept cool ....
After the announcement of me taking the place of Captainship all people mom, family members and even from fans I got wishes other than Anupama... Even it upsets me more I had to understand her,my girl too
    But still it continues... For 2months  .And I got busy with my career I had won a test series trophy and 50 over series against England....I succeed has captain too...
After that series the co player of my team announced his engagement that's gonna be happen in Mumbai...I got my thoughts of Anupama,and planned of taking her too..After I reached India I contacted her but still I can't reach her
  To give an stop to this , I thought to go and see her where she is now.
I contacted her PA  and found out she is in Mumbai for an add shoot. I book my ticket and went there to meet her .
As soon as I saw her eyed it shows nothing a blank emotion.  And that minute I decided I came this long not only to see her but also to see where actually my relationship with her stands

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