Jake Webber X Johnnie Guilbert Smut And Fluff

Letter(Angst)

(Angst)
Tw:
Implied suicide
Sad letter?

If you are struggling mentally, or physical, don't be afraid to reach out for help.
Reaching out for help is one step closer to happiness.
<3

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On the envelope it read

<Don't Open Till Jake's Birthday>

Dear Jake,

Happy birthday!
I'm so proud of you for making it another year!
I hope there was lost of partying and lots of cake!
If not that's okay, it's fine to have a calm birthday.
I wish I could be there to celebrate with you!
I know you're mad at me, but hey, I bet I'm so much happier here, trust me!
And it was bound to happen some day you know?
I was just sick of being me you know, and I'm sorry I did this to you.
I hope you think about me still.
Cause I always think about you, and I bet even when I'm dead I'll think about you.
I hope that you and Tara are still friends!
If not, I'm so sorry Jake.
I hope that Sugar is doing well.
If not, it's okay, life moves on.
I hope you are rocking all of my clothes.
You better be.
And I hope you are happy.
You deserve yo be happy, Jake.
You're the nicest person I've ever met in my whole life, and obviously I mean that full heartedly or else I wouldn't have written that down.
I hope you actually saved this letter for your birthday and didn't open before hand.
If you did, shame on you, I'm just kidding I understand, Jake.
Happy birthday, Jake.
I miss you already, and I'm not even gone yet while writing this.
I love you.
I know I've never said it before to you, but I mean it.
You're the only person I've loved for a while now, Jake.
And I'm so sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
I didn't mean for you to go through this alone, but I'm sure Tara is with you to help.

I love you Jake, I'm always with you, even if it's not physically.

But emotionally
and
mentally,
I'm here still.

-Johnnie Guilbert ♡

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Just a cute/sad one shot for y'all