𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝑻𝒐𝒑𝒉𝒆𝒓

𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒕

you seriously thought i ever wondered 'what if he didn't love me back?'

because i get so overpowered by my delusions, you should know that

sometimes when i'm trying to sleep, i feel him in my bed

but the relationship we have seems more active in my head

i'm not romantic i'm just ignorant 

he sends me so many signs and i ignore them

because if he didn't feel the same i know i'd end up in a hospital bed

i cant do that sh*t again 

i pretend he loves me just to make myself feel alive 

have i ever wondered 'what if he doesn't like me?'