I set my pen to paper
and say the prayer to summon my other self
and she appears, smiling like a muse
who has just taken half a hit of acid
and probably some poor virgin's innocence, as well –
Politely, for once, I ask in meek and deferential tones
if she has seen my better nature anywhere recently;
it seems to be gone, along with my guilt
and my familial ties and my money;
for I had always assumed that the other three
brought the first along
like a distant and priggish maiden aunt –
And the muse laughs,
and tells me how much nicer I am
now that I'm not trying to protest my innocence,
tells me she's glad to enjoy getting laid for a change
and as a parting shot before she returns
to her couch on the Olympian heights,
informs me that my poetry
is still as rotten as ever
and I thank her gravely
and cease to torment my notebook.
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Excavations
PoetryOld poems and older poems. The art in here is far more recent - all illustration tiles were made between April 20, 2024 and May 12, 2024. Some of these poems were published in a chapbook, Eleusinian Mysteries, in 1995, under the pen name Sarah Maddo...