I fluttered my eyes open, feeling dizzy, but the pain had completely gone, as I took a breath of relief, I looked down to see all of my wounds and cuts bandaged and treated .
I was confused as to why I didn't wake up, but I didn't pay much attention to that when I saw the guy who never left my room sleeping on one of the sofas in my room right besides my bed, he fell asleep here........why?
I was wondering as he was sleeping peacefully with his head thrown back , his curls resting on his forehead , half his chest showing as the first few buttons of his shirt were undone , making the movement of his chest more prominent as he was breathing in and out , his lashes also appeared more longer as his eyes were closed
I slowly got up, hoping not to wake him , I didn't know what to do , all I knew is that I wanted water
As I tip tied with no shoes , making no noise at all I jumped when I heard ,
"Where do you think you're going?"
He asked, his voice raspy and deep ,
"I-I just wanted s-some water"
I replied , scared as I turned around
"When did you wake up?"
He asked again, a frown appearing on his face , making the hair on my body stand
"U-uhm....just n-now"
I replied not really knowing how to answer that for some reason
"Uhm?"
He mimicked me, questioning what I meant by that, tilting his head slightly , his curls falling to the side , eyebrows still arched
I didn't know how to answer that , so I stayed silent
He got up , coming up to me, not stopping even after coming so close, I stepped back , he took another step towards me, I stepped back again, he stepped towards me again, I felt his eyes on me as mine were trying to look anywhere but him ,
I was about to take another step back, but my back hit the wall, thatdidn't stop him, he kept coming closer and closer, to the point where I could feel his nose touch mine, his lips brushing against mine,
"S-stop"
I thought I said that in my head , but I whispered it , and he heard it .
"I really want to"
He replied , making me look up into his eyes in shock at what he had just said, his tone so quite and gentle , it felt as if I were hallucinating
He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath , as he grabbed me by the waist , and pushed me to the side so violently I lost my Balance and fell to the floor
"Fucking strangle you"
He said as he opened the door and left , slamming it behind him, making me flinch
I started to cry again, he didn't have to do that, he knew how badly hurt I was, but he still did that to me, i couldn't get up after that, so I just laid down , slowly dozing off , I couldn't do it anymore. I just couldn't, he was doing too much , it's better to die than be tortured for the rest of my life
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Limerence
RomanceLimerence is a state of involuntary obsession and fixation with someone Therefore , involuntary obsessions can cause involuntary actions upon someone , even if they're painful Heir of the mafia might have one with someone who should be killed for...