THE MARRIAGE OF CONVINCE
{ It contains two books}
#book 1 :- Qurban {completed}
#book 2 :- Sarhadein {completed}
Previously known as dil jaaniye
Cannot be read as a stand alone
NOT EDITED
AVYANSH ARMAAN SINGHANIA {25}
CEO on Singhania enterprises...
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डीढूंढ ही लोगे हर जगह मुझे तुम मुझको खबर है हो गया हूँ तेरा जबसे मैं हवा में हूं तेरा असर है तेरे पास हूं एहसास में मुझे याद है तेरी तेरा ठिकाना बन गया अब सांसों में मेरी कौन मेरा मेरा क्या तू लागे क्यूं तू बंधे मन के मन से धागे बीएस चले ना मेरा क्यों तेरे आगे कौन मेरा ,मेरा क्यू तू लागे
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I was shooked inside out hearing baba and dad had accident
But I felt numb too much numb I want to scream and want to cry but I felt to much numb she held me hands calming me down
I don't know if I am hurting her but I need someone so I held her hand as tightly as I could
She let me do it she didn't refused
And I am thank full to her for this
After sometime we arrived the hospital I rushed as she came behind me struggling with her lehnga I was tensed but I noticed her every move because now she is my responsibility I can't let anything happen to her
And I know this ain't accident it's a murder and I swear I will kill that son of the bitch he won't be alive this time
As we reached I saw everyone crying miserably rooh and shaurya hugged diya as she said "beta calm down everything will be alright"
Also Making me calm a little bit the words which next ranged in my ears were "pr armaan uncle tou Hume chorke chale gye"
Ky.. Aisa nhi ho skta Nhi baba nhi ja skte mujhe chorke
I held the doctor's collar as he apologized I rushed inside as Natasha hugged me crying saying "bhai dekho na baba uth nhi reh aur dad keh reh hai unhe mumma bula rhi hai"
My heart sanked hearing her
I begged dad to stay but he left me just like how mumma did I begged baba to come back but hi didn't heard just like mumma didn't heard
Flashback
Abhimanyu was dragged out by family members but a little boy stood there crying
"Mumma you said you won't leave me this time tou kyu chali gyi mumma utho na mumma main acha bacha nhi hoon ky mumma aap mujhe hmesha chor ke kyu chli jati hoo " cried the little Avyansh
"Mumma it's been five minutes aap nhi sunoge meri baat okay main katti hoon apse par I promise main baba aur dad ko kbhi nhi bolunga ki I miss you main unke smne nhi rounga unko aur tension nhi dunga but mumma aap please aajao na "
Rehaan came there "meri jaan tum idhar ky kr reh ho abhi dhund rha hai tumhe" Avyansh wiped his tears with his little hands and walked away looking at Priya for the one last time
Flashback ends
I walked out and straight went to the car I felt to numb to react I want to scream I want to cry until it all turns out to be a night mare and nothing else
But I can't feel anything
I was fuckin 19 when I cried I didn't know what happened on the eangement day so it's been 6 six years since I have cried I amwant to screams my lungs out but it felt like my voice died
I rested my head on the seat and closed my eyes
A few seconds later I felt the seat beside me sinking
It must be diya
Please hug me please I need it diya I need it please hug me I begged internally
But she didn't ofc how will she hear my inner thoughts
Stop being a child Avyansh somehow needs to be hugged stop sulking I Mocked my self
When I felt two hands getting wrapped around my troso I allowed them to hug me because I needed it
I looked at her and she looked scared she shuttered I just hugged her back pulling her close to Mee and rest my head on top of hers
I heard I did when the driver said we arrived par sach kahu tou nhi jana bahar mujhe kyunki agar gaya tou phir thanda par jaunga phir vhi andhera geher legs mujhe I felt relief when she didn't said anything to me and remained hugging me
But after 5 to 10 minutes she said "Avyansh hum agye"
Na chahte hue bhi mujhe Jana par usse andhere ko apne aap ko gherne Dena pada
I changed my clothes and I stood under the shower opening the tap letting the water slide down my body I was in my tracks but I didn't care if it was getting wet
It wanted to cry I wanted to scream I tried to scream but I can't
My trance got broken when I felt a hand on my naked body
I turned around in horror diya looked shocked she said "aap ky kr reh hai aap bimar hojayenge kitne waqt se khade hai aap aise" I mumble "just leave diya I don't want to take any wrong steps right now "
She didn't she came forward holding my hands getting wet her sindoor sliding down with water She mumbled "Avyansh let's go please "
I looked at her she was looking at me I don't know why when how and I was kissing her
She didn't reacted I mumbled kissing her "please diya I need you please kiss me back" I begged her to kiss me she did
She did few minutes later she tapped on my shoulder I left her she was about to walk but I hugged her from back
"I told you to go away earlier but don't leave me right now diya diya I need you I need to feel something another then frustation please help me feel emotions I need you"
She mumbled "don't be emotionally drained Avyansh hum ye nhi chahte ki aap kal subha hume ek galti ki nazron se dekhe "
