FRAGMENTS (lesbianstory)

Chapter 7

TRIGGERED WARNING: PHYSICAL AND SEXUAL ABUSE

 

Deanna’s POV

We met each other when I was still in college,
I was about 20years old that time,
he was our neighbor, and we became friends right away because we both attend the same school.

He was my savior, my hero, he saved me, he gave me light on my darkest life.

He was there for me when nobody else is.
I smiled remembering the good thing that he did before.

That time I was leaving with my Auntie and her husband Leo.

My parents were annulled.
My father was alcoholic and my mom is just a housewife

but things get worse when my father was fired on his job.
He started using drugs and his abusing my mom physically and emotionally.

He beat her whenever he’s drunk or high on drugs.

Until my mother cannot bare it any longer so she decided to leave us.
My mom also told me to leave the house but she can’t bring me with her not in her current state so I understand her.

My father is blaming me for what happened and started beating me as well.
So one day, I also left him.

I was alone that time,
I don’t know where to go,
I need to find a job but how?

Luckily my Aunt Maria found me.
She let me stay at her place.
Her husband was okay with it at first but day by day he showed her true colors.

At night I hear them arguing and my auntie kept crying all night.

One day, I saw aunt Maria, she have bruises all over her body.
I didn’t dare to ask coz I already knew what’s happening.

I can’t believe that she’s a battered wife just like my mother.
I just hug her so that I can express how much I love her.

Then one day, I came home from school,
there is no one else at home that time.

And that’s what I thought so,
suddenly my door opened and I saw Leo leaning on the door frame while holding a battle of liquor.

I asked him where is aunt Maria but he just ignored me and he walk towards me.

Then he grab my wrist and pinned me down to bed.

No ! Let me go ! No ! Please let me go ! I screamed
But he didn't listen,
I felt sudden pain on my stomach, he punched me.
I curled up in pain, I felt my body weakend, i can't even stand, and i started crying harder and harder,

Then He…he…    I was stuttering, trembling,
it’s getting harder and harder to breathe.

Then I felt soft arms around me.

Heather was hugging me,
while tapping my back and I became weak just like before and started crying hard again.

“sshhh… it’s okay, it’s okay,
no one will hurt you again, I’m here.

Her voice kept echoing in my mind and I started to calm down,
still hugging her and I felt safe again,
in her arms, just like how Bert hold me that time.

AN :

I hate this chapter 😔