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Janae Pov

"So you gotta decide before Friday " my friend zaliayah asked I nodded " bitch that's tomorrow " she said

" today is Wednesday " he said confused

" no it's Thursday " she said showing my heart damn near dropped I grabbed my phone calling kentrell he didn't answer I called again it went straight to voicemail my heart stop as I stared at my phone I was finna cry until his name came across my phone I answered quickly

" yeah " he said

" hey " I said

" damn bitch it was like 2 second of dis Nigga declining you you was finna cry yo eyes out " she said laughing kentrell smiled

" you thought I cut you off" he asked I eyed the both of them " you straight until tomorrow " he said

" so wait you wanna be under dis n-ayeeee shhhh" I said

" nawl shawty keep talking " kentrell said

" like I was saying you wanna be all up under him but not go back to yo home town why l won't y'all just move " she said

" why can't we move nae" kentrell asked

" can I make one decision at a time I'm human "I said za laughed cam Walked in

" wassup " he said giving me a hug and nodding towards za

" hey" I said he went to the room

" nigga scare me" za said

" you say he scared you " I said

" den why stay " she whispered

" ughhhh"i said kentrell look at the phone

" what" he said I smirked looking at him

" you cute who you tryna impress" I asked

" it's this fine ass shawty who only got like 16 hours to make up her mind " he said i mugged him za bust out laughing

" you ruined it" i said

" you mad " kentrell said I rolled my eyes za laughed " lose the attitude and ain't y'all supposed to be studying " he asked I was stil mugging him

" nae looked at one problem and quit" za said

" why you telling him what weeee doing " I said

" imma come over der and force you to do it " he said

"My door is locked not opening fa a stranger" I said he stared at me before getting up grabbing his phone and keys " where you finna go " I asked smiling he looked down at me hanging up my mouth dropped

" IYLAND WE FINNA GO SHOPPING " za yelled going to her room

" why you waking her upppp" I said

" she was already up "cam said grabbing his keys

" oh where you going" I asked

" out with the boys " he said I nodded he left

" Ight let me know when you done getting dick " za said

" ain't nothing finna happen be careful " I said she left I locked my door going to my room finding me some clothes getting in the bath I thought on my life and choices I have to make what was the best way for me

" nae" I heard kentrell said I seen him sat his bag on the bed before coming into the bathroom he smirked closing the door

" I have a question " I said

" wassup " he asked Getting undressed

" how you get in my house " I asked he got in the tub with me

" dont worry about it " he said pulling me close I laid on his chest he held me I looked at my arm where my scars were rubbing them he grabbed my hands playing with my fingers

" what " I said he was looking down at me with a slight smirk

" you ever thought bout getting married " he asked me

" yeah before everything happened to me as a kid I always thought a prince would save me and make me his wife and we'll end up having hella kids " I said laughing a little I missed just being under him in general and just random conversation

" how many kids you want " he asked

" 3 no more den 4" I said shrugging " a year or two apart " I said looking up at him " what about you coach " k said he laughed

" i wanna get married " he said " imma get married soon " he said I nodded he kissed my hand I looked at my scars on my arm again feeling bad " you know you finna do that schoolwork right " he said

" I'm tried though" I said

" oh well you finna be up all night doing this shit " he said I sighed we started washing up got out and got dressed I laid on his chest in the living doing my schoolwork he held me close watching me every now and then

"Na- imma just lay her in her bed" za said a nodded

" thanks" I said

" you almost done " kentrell mumbled pulled his hood up putting his head in my neck I nodded he kissed my neck going back on his phone I started falling asleep but kept opening my eyes I wanted to get this done for real cam walked in the house locking the door he looked at the us

" hey" I said he gave me a head nodded

" come on get this shit done so I can go " kentrell said I sighed going back doing the work have way asleep I heard my computer closed and I felt kentrell kiss my forehead " I love you nae " he said getting up putting cover on me he was finna walk away I stay up

" trell " I said he looked back at me

" you've been hurt you push him away because you love him and your afraid because of your past if he was to walk through this door your gonna be the first one he talks to y'all not a couple but he holds you close ists a easy answer you and I both know your gonna pick yb you just don't want to admit it " jay told me Over the phone

"'Wassup" he said coming back over to me sitting down

" you told me I had to choose you gave me a whole two weeks which was pointless I don't gotta think on my answer " I said he stared at me " ion gotta think on it because I know what my answer is and what it been " I said

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Damn it's Been some days and some change y'all miss me

But anyways I'm living on the titanic

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