I'm kind of messed up in the head <3

This is a well of darkness
And now that you're here
You won't want to leave

So welcome,
Get comfortable.
You'll be here for a while.







Quotes and Poems I love:

"You can't bribe the door on your way to the sky."

"I only write when I am falling in love, or falling apart."

"I wish I wrote the way I thought;
Obsessively,
Incessantly,
With maddening hunger.
I'd write to the point of suffocation.
I'd write myself into nervous breakdowns.
Manuscripts spiralling out like tentacles into abysmal nothing.
And I'd write about you
A lot more
Than I should."

"I don't want to see anyone.
I lie in the bedroom with the curtains drawn
and nothingness washing over me like a sluggish wave.
Whatever is happening to me is my own fault.
I have done something wrong,
something so huge I can't even see it,
something that's drowning me.
I am inadequate and stupid,
without worth.
I might as well be dead."
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