Sunoo and sunghoon are best of friends since childhood, they were like brothers and the two can't live without each other, inseparable as i should say. It all changed when a boy from Australia transfered from their school. sunghoon diverted his attention to the boy, he started to lose time to his best friend sunoo. Sunoo upon noticing that sunghoon was ignoring him was greatly hurt.... he has feelings for the older since childhood, sunoo thought that the feelings he was having for sunghoon will fade along the years, but he was wrong. day by day it only grows, developing a love for the older. he concealed his feelings for a long time, he doesn't want to confess to the older, he was afraid that sunghoon will hate him and it will be the end of their friendship. he was suffering.... alone.... " dear heart why him?" " I crave a love that hurts me." THIS STORY IS A FANFICTION!!! THIS STORY CONTAINS: angst foul Language love triangle sad story??? this story does not describe the idols in real life!!! This is only my imaginations!! English is not my first language so expect grammatical mistakes and typos :)